How are you?

I'm not feeling well. 39 Celsius and full of pimples.

It's been a while since i browse for fun. But anyway, since the job has taken 90% of my social life, and i ended up tired everyday. God's knock me out and gave me a fever and cold, so i had a free day(s)! yay!

Looking down to the unemployed, poor people, or the beggars. I am blessed. But am i blessed enough to be a 2-shifts labor slash modern slave, with a price of one shift labor? With all the pride and a-rated tribute from surroundings.

Nothing is came easy, i know. I never complained about the boss(es). But i feel weaker and weaker, since i skip the gym and dance class. Am i happy with my condition? no.

Additionally, i don't have days-off, because weekend is just another day to prepare my three cultures wedding, in different city. You know how many vendors involved, when you have a wedding in Indonesia.

All i wanna do now is help my mom to prepare my own wedding, that should be taken care of. And i only have less than 24 hours to meet all my vendors, which obviously fully booked on weekend. And it's h-2 months. I'm going crazy, i don't know what to do.

Hmmm, it's just one of those days,
Godspeed

xxxx