Stalactite and Stalagmite

A cup of banana chocolate -since my eyes r hardly afford caffeine- , a book -bright light, big ass, which i put on the table as my mood swings to writings-, and a jazz -la vie en rose-, are my boyfriend(s) since my 4th of July (1).

I recently settle my heart into *drumroll* family, friend, and career. Enough with bf and Quarter Life Crisis, it won't end soon anyway. I just need Donald Duck, Onemanga , books, DVD, and Mr.Almost Perfect (2) (which i still believe that God is still hiding him somewhere behind His office desk).

Does anyone of you think that my heart is made of stone?

The answer is : YES. and all i need is a tough and constant waterfall to make my heart beautifully shaped just like Stalactite and Stalagmite.

I demand you, yes you, all the people in the world who's been backstabbed by your second circle (3) to cry, cry out loud, don't lie to your heart, just like a cave, u'll dull and dark without water. But then, STOP! Stop it at the 3rd day, don't be flooded. Don't look back, and you'll see the afterglow. A heaven full of green trees, happy kids with chocolate and candies, bluest sky, and clear water. Believe that everything is happened because God will show something better u've hardly imagine.

Don't be afraid of dreaming , as Rachel (4) sing : Don't Stop Believing, Hold on to that Feeling , and yes, the hardest part of dreaming is HOLD ON TO THAT FEELING. Be Realistic, God is in His very good mood when He's writing a good scenario for your life. There's no bad day, it's just you, who make it bad.

So, stand up, chin up, whoever you are, let go, let your bf/gf marry someone else, let them win, do not compare, their grass is greener because of a good fertilizer. Go fertilize yourself with a better compost, the best one.

Have a nice weekend, shape your heart limestone!!

Footnote(s):

(1) i declare myself free, just like American. Anyway, it was Momentous. LOL

(2) it can be fictitious , but i have the candidate(s)

(3) 2nd circle refers to my 1st degree of friend, such as bf and his mistress (yes, i consider her as a friend)

(4) i'm not a big fan of Glee, because i only watched the first and third episodes. Anyone care to lend me a full session?