A cupcake theory

I can say this clearly, and loud. But life will never be a simple thing, even if u are a very simple peeps. I always dreamt about everything.
From spice girls to a fashion designer ; from a cheerleader to a diplomat ; from a straight A studs to a fancy managerial career boost.

Like a cupcake, dream is not a sweet as i saw from my eyes. It require me to taste the overbuttered taste, the sweetest sweet, and a plain and so-so cake. But still, it's a fancy cake, isn't it?

So here i am pursuing my dream, and world seems not as sweet as i thought it would be. The soft pink butter cream doesn't taste like strawberry , it just a plain sweet any sugar can make. Your eyes still see a beautiful pink cream, so, it's just okay.

A year passed, and i haven't see any good things on my dream job. Is it good? or this job is overrated?

I saw that cupcake, with no buttercream now, since i just lick it all. Just a cake ; just an average cake. Even a bad lookin brownies is more tempting to me. I eat it, close my eyes, swallow it with all my senses ready to taste a sweet temptation, with a hope that the eyes can't manipulate the sweetness.
But still, it's not that good. It's not as good as it looked.

From others' perspective, i have a good starting job, a fancy and express one. A beautifully made, soft pink strawberry cupcake in a store. U just looking at it, and start to count your money to buy it.

Now, i just want my own cupcakes recipe; i don't know if it will be beautifully made like the one in the mall, or just an average lookin delicious cake in a cup. I just want to taste the softest, most delicious cupcake in the world, not a gimmick in a store.